Loving you was easier
Back before you knew
Since then I could still pretend
My dreams would come true
But now that you know of my love
And have made your feelings clear
The only thing that’s left for me
To do is disappear
With a love I can’t turn off
While I let my heart still beat
So I guess it’s time for me
To admit defeat
And tell it
You’re a dickhead but I miss you, I miss your voice, your smile, your arms around me, I miss all of that. I miss us, I want us, again. I want you and me together, this time forever. It hurts. I should kick you already out of my life but there’s a part of me that still hopes we’ll be back together like before, but it will never be as before.
I just want to feel loved again.